Subject: WWW Form Submission
Date: Wed, 6 Dec 2006 01:43:24 -0800 (PST)
Location: South Carolina
Back when I was 20 (which was 3 years ago), I started having the same dream for about a month or so specifically October up to early November of 2003. In the dream, I would see very disturbing and gruesome image of a teenage girl (about 15-16 years old) tied to a wooden chair crying in agony. She had long dark brown hair and she was wearing a white nightgown. I couldn't make out her face as she was just fidgeting and fussing as she sat on the chair. It would appear like a flash and then another "scene" would come in. In this next scene, there was a table with a plate of what seemed to be maggots crawling on top of a bowl of pea soup (but I'm not sure what kind of broth it really was but it was of a greenish color). Next it would be the girl again facing a wall scratching her head. After that would be the last and most disturbing image; the girl crawling on the table, the same table where the soup was placed only this time there was no soup. She appeared to have cuts all over her arms and her nightgown smeared with mud. Still, her face was a blur.
Every time I wake up the next morning, my forehead would be soaked in sweat and it felt like I was going to have a fever. I told my parents of the dream and the feeling I'd get after I dreamed it and they were instantly attacked by worries. In early November, my dad took me to a psychiatrist. It was certainly relieving and it felt like some disease in me was healed instantly. After the session I had with the psychiatrist, I didn't have the dream I would always fear to have that very night. That got me very happy and relieved.
A few months after, my mom who is of Austrian descent received a call from her hometown in Salzburg that her cousin's teenage daughter, who was reportedly missing for almost six months in 2003 was found dead in a marshland with cuts all over her arms and died by being strangled to death. When I first heard the news, I was shivering in shock and remorse. Could it have been my mom's cousin's daughter I was dreaming of? That night, I couldn't sleep well afraid that I'd dream the murder of a relative (again).
Until now, I still feel really bad about my second cousin's death and it scares me so much that I dreamed how she was murdered. All I always pray for before I go to bed is never to have a dream that would contain disturbing images that really did happen.